Needless to say, Bryce and I have been watching YouTube clips of super nanny and spending lots of time encouraging one another to keep up the good work of being patient, calm, and collected. Boy is it draining.
I'm also thinking a little bit more about putting him in kindergarten next year. I don't want to call kindergarten daycare but at this point in time it's kind of what I am looking at it as. I want to homeschool but need to work during the day. Links other option would be daycare and I don't know of any in the area that would take a 6 year old. It would be good for him to be with some more kids his age. Plus school is free. I don't feel like he will learn anything more academically than he already knows. I hope it will not crush his spirit or joy of learning. There are a lot of things I am nervous about. He doesn't like competitive play, he doesn't like getting dirty, he likes to play one on one with others. If he does go to kindergarten I am not going to look at it as something he needs to be at all the time. When he needs breaks we will take them.
My life really feels like a mess right now. If I was a stay at home mom I feel like it would be less stressful. But I love my job and don't want to quit. I also make little money so I don't want Bryce to quit either. Why didn't I quit six months in when I didn't like it.